Fear and the Giant Green Rabbit.


  • An unpleasant emotion caused by the threat of danger, pain, or harm.
  • A feeling of anxiety concerning the outcome of something or the safety of someone.
  • The likelihood of something unwelcome happening.
  • A mixed feeling of dread and reverence.
  • Be afraid of (someone or something) as likely to be dangerous, painful, or harmful.
  • Avoid doing something because one is afraid.

Fear and anxiety go hand in hand.

It’s hard for most people to understand how it feels to be so scared of something that you are unable to function, that is why it is hard for people to understand anxiety.

Dr Karl Albrecht (listed in the top 100 thought leaders in American business) believes that there are ONLY five types of fear:

  1. Extinction – Not just a fear of death but a fear of ceasing to BE. Dr Albrecht calls it ‘Existential Anxiety’.  Triggers can include fear of flying, heights, and fatal diseases.
  2. Mutilation or Bodily Invasion – The fear of losing part of our body, having our body’s boundaries invaded, or of losing a natural function. Any fear where we feel unsafe or under attack.  Triggers can include fear of animals you feel to be harmful or dangerous, anxiety about crowds, the dentist.  Many people who suffer with anxiety fear losing control of their bowels, or vomiting (especially in public)
  3. Loss of Autonomy – The fear of being restricted confined, trapped, and suffocated. Being controlled by circumstances beyond your control.  Triggers can include situations where you feel helpless, powerless or trapped (This can be particularly present in the workplace or if you are a parent).
  4. Separation, Abandonment or Rejection – We feel we need to belong and fear being rejected by others and therefore becoming an outsider and alone. Triggers can include pressure to fit in at school or the workplace, when a relationship ends, when you lose a loved one.
  5. Humiliation, Shame or Worthlessness – Also called ‘Ego Death’ by Dr Albrecht. Our need to feel lovable, worthy of love and of value in the world.  People can go to great lengths to avoid being embarrassed or shamed for fear of losing their worth or value in the world.  Triggers would include public speaking, bullying, victimisation; making mistakes (ever burnt the dinner?).

All of us will feel fear at one time or another and generally be able to deal with it.  Most problems occur when we hide our emotions because of a fear of admitting our fears and the possible consequences of admitting them to others.

The fight or flight response is our body’s built in way of dealing with fear (remember our caveman instincts and avoiding the sabre toothed tiger?), but what happens when we fear or block the response and actions that our body naturally wants us to take?




The fear builds up we panic and become anxious.

Let’s say that you have too much work to do and not enough time (we’ve all been there) and your manager is putting pressure on you to get everything done, and is constantly on your back……


The prehistoric you would either run away or attack the manager, but fear blocks this basic reaction because we know there will be consequences, some severe.

Run away…. you have to go back, so you are walking back into the same situation, plus you will be worried about what people, including your manager will think of you; will it affect your promotion prospects, or are people laughing at you behind your back?????

If you attacked your manager…. the consequences are much greater, you would most likely be fired, and possibly face legal proceedings.  What would others think?  There may be some colleagues cheering you on as you attack but will they think you have flipped, lost the plot, someone to be avoided?

As the fear builds then it can reach a level where we cannot cope with it anymore, and that is when we panic and experience serious levels of anxiety.

As I have experienced, the anxiety leads to depression, and that is when our fears start manifesting themselves (or so they seem to in your head).  This is where my baseball bat of self blame and worthlessness comes out and I give myself a good thrashing with it until I am suitably depressed.

Let me give you an example; Kim and I were going to have a braai (BBQ) last weekend; friends had bought us a new Weber charcoal braai as a moving in present. I thought that there would be no problems in lighting it, I’ve lit braais many times before, and it’s simple….. right?

BBQ - Photo by Paul Hermann on Unsplash.jpg

Ohhh no….  No matter what I tried the coals would not light and after an hour of nothing happening, I decided that it was because I was useless, worthless, and a waste of space.  “Most people burn the food, I can’t even burn charcoal” I told Kim.  In my mind this was a huge disaster, I felt embarrassed because I thought everyone else would have been able to do it, and that there was something wrong with me.

The food ended up in the oven, and despite her best efforts, Kim could not drag me out of the depressed mood that I was in.

There is another example that happened on Tuesday where the car overheated, but I won’t go into that now; I think you get the idea……

As my example shows, a lot of the fear and anxiety we feel is down to pressure.  Some of it is external pressure, such as hitting targets at work, or getting delayed on the trains; however most of it is internal pressure, the pressure we put on ourselves to be, act or look a certain way.

We cannot control a lot of the external pressures (just ask those using Govia Northern Rail to commute), but we can control how much that pressure effects us, and the fears associated with it.  You may fear being fired if you are constantly late, even if it is not your fault, however if you have an understanding boss who says you can get into work when you can, then there is less reason to get stressed about a delayed or cancelled train; it is still frustrating but the fear that you may get fired will go.

We can control more of the inner pressures; remember the bucket with the tap at the top and the tap at bottom? We can control how much pressure we put ourselves under.  A lot of the fears arise because we feel we do not have a choice, and we feel trapped.  As soon as you realise you have a choice not to do something, the better you will feel.


I am someone who works well with images, so my therapist asked me to put an image to my fear; it started as a huge black blob.  She then asked me to change the image into something not so scary, and I managed to slowly turn it into a giant green rabbit, which as I became more confident shrank in size.

Rabbit - Photo by Waranya Mooldee on Unsplash.jpg

This exercise showed me that I could control my fears by putting an image to them, and then changing it to something less scary.  Believe me it is not as simple as it sounds, it takes a lot of practice, and I am still a novice.

Fears can be so powerful and overwhelming that you lose the ability to think straight, let alone to try and put an image to it and then change that image, but it is something I am going to persevere with.

Take the time to step back and see how much pressure you put on yourself; how much of that pressure can you genuinely release?  Try and ignore the excuses and really ask yourself, WHO IS IN CONTROL HERE??

I will go into self love and self compassion in future blogs, in the mean time try and release some of the fears.

Thank you, thank you, thank you.


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